Ok, so i my moms friend came into town for 2 days and her daughter, who is my age, came along. She's really down to earth, but she lives 4 hours away and knows my cousins. So i can hang out with her every time i visit them but thats only like 4-5 times a year. I feel emotionally attached to this girl. We fooled around while she was here, but that plays a small in how i feel about her. After she left i became slightly depressed because i missed her. this morning i felt good and determined to make something of mine and her relationship whatever it may be. then this after i went in to depression worse than yesterday and really felt like i needed to contact this girl. i dried to smoke weed to deal with it, which obviously made things much worse. I feel like if I don't talk to her/text her about how i feel or just anything that i'll keep feeling like this, but i feel that if i do text her or anything that she'll think im weird or that she doesn't have feelings for me. I really felt like we were close during the whole trip, but i don't know her point of view on our relationship. since she left she kept telling me i need to visit soon, but i wasn't sure how to act on it. I'm going there in a few weeks with my family, but i don't think i could have anything with her if i didn't visit often.

Does she want me to text her? How should i not make myself seem awkward or obsessive if i do? should i tell her how i feel if i do?

would a relationship work? could i make it work if i visited there more often?