I feel like I'm all alone. There's nobody to care about me anymore. I had friends but we fought. My parents love me but things have changed. My dad doesn't really talk to me anymore. He just brushes me off every time he sees me. My mom, i thought she was my bff, not anymore. She doesn't leave one opportunity to make me realize how I've messed up my life, how other girls my age are better than me.

I am told that i didn't work hard, got poor marks, so i could not be sent to the topnotch university which had given me a conditional offer and due to last minute arrangements was sent to a average college. Im suffering in college, decided to apply elsewhere for the 2nd year. Its all taking ages to get confirmed. I am reminded that i have no ambition and i am a selfish individual. How my parents have spent lakhs over me and i haven't shown any improvement. Im indisciplined, uncaring, selfish person who could not be a good daughter, good sister, good student..

I feel like I'm not required anymore in this world. Like I'm actually 'good for nothing' and my family doesn't deserve a child like me. I feel broken.

Pls can anyone help?