ok well for some reason i get bullied every day at school nad wen i come home im in a bad mood. The other day some kids were picking on my BROTHER and all of a sudden i had a pencil in my hand and my brain stoped controlling my body. all my anger was turned to a rage and then i rushed the kid and poked very hard in the shoulder. that night i went up to my room and broke out in tears. i was trying to kill myself when my mom came in she ripped the rope from my neck and asked me what was wrong. i told her what had happened and then i grabed a hammer and told i her i was going to drive to head of the hammer through the other kids heads because of everything they've done. i know this makes me sound like a monster but i want to know if im psychotic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Things just happen, feel lucky you didn't catch a case and move on.
That's not psychosis. Psychosis involves hallucinations (hearing or seeing things that aren't really there), delusions (believing things that aren't true, that one has no evidence for, and that logic doesn't support), and paranoia. If you were hearing voices, believed that aliens were trying to send you secret messages through the news, and thought your brother was putting poison in your food, you would be psychotic. You're not.
That said, you do seem to be having trouble dealing with the bullying. Maybe you could talk to a counselor at your school about this?
I don't think I'd worry too much about losing it protecting your brother. You can't go around stabbing people with pencils, but having a strong instinct to protect those close to you is fairly normal. Just try to make sure it doesn't go any further than pulling the bullies away from him.
You are freaking out because you are trying to deal with this in your head and on emotional terms. This is not natural! School is about becoming a man. CRUSH your enemies, see them driven before you, and hear the lamentation of the women!
Seriously, just pick a fight (no weapons please).
psychotic?
stupid more like it kid :)
to stand for your brother, i understand
but to commit suicide?
hell the term 'kid''s too good for u
u should be way worse than that
i ain't gonna consult or insult you
but hell mate
if u gonna commit suicide why not just go rape god instead?
look'ere :)
i've too alike you been through the downfalls of life
but to go off and disapear from the face of the world wont solve a thing
heres a few things you need to think before you act
1. if you do kill yourself, what would your mother do? she'd have to spend the rest of life thinkin she's a failure as a parent cause you went off to the path of death, she'd also have to spend way more mourning for your darn wrong path...
2. who in the world would protect your brother in times of need? your mother/father? they got work to do, only you are the closest to your brother, i can bet u that
3. want to live a good life? then listen up...
look'ere, everyday is different, although they look alike
a) you go to school
b) learn
c) the popular gets first class, the weak gets economy or worse
d) you go home with a thorn at heart
e) you see your family too are alike you
f) you think of wierd strange ways to get away
g) you make up a 'happy' place in your own head
h) you start to crumble and do irrational actions
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hell, if its true or worse, then dang i've lived through your depression session
:)
everydays like a painting
its up to you how you paint it
either you make it garbage, or create a masterpiece
:)
think about it
why did you become like this?
why do you get bullied?
theres always a reason to everything and anything
its time you step up bro :)
step up and face'em
if you cant make peace then they aint worth callin friends nor school mates nor even humans!
look
you got a religion right?
pray
believe
and face em
let adults face child-hood threats :)
if that dont work
call their parents!
you're not psychotic
and dont you dare kill yourself!
think about your environment
hell u just helped your lil loved brother right?!
hell u gotta be his superman right now!
go and protect him
get each others back
hey man the world out there is gonna tear anyone apart
you just gotta know the right people to spend it with, neither man nor woman everyone comes alike
its just how they treat one another is the difference
:)
make new friends
get each others backs
dont fall into misery
:D
you've told your mother
at least she can help it get to the principle
:D
hey mate
after you read all this
i need u to say something out loud to yourself
you might think it sounds stupid
but well
it might help ^_^
say this
"I am myself and none is another! I promise to live life the fullest of my potential and make each and every day a masterpiece!"
:) you can change a few words to your desire
in any case
i conclude
you are not psychotic
if it makes u feel any better
i got a brother too
and he protects me in times of need
he is my idol
he's christian and 22 years old
wise, calm, and happy
my darn idol!
:P though we brothers often quarrel
darn he still is my idol!
and he turned my life around
i once was hot blooded and used to pick fights in order to be not the victim
:D now i'm calm
and whats best is, that i'm NOT the victim at all!
i'm friends with many and my environment is full of smiles
all i needed was Jesus Christ
God to call short
and
Good old Wisdom
:)
dont let your mentality break easily
that'd just make you easy picking in life
you should go up and face things
you're a man
well... to hell with man
you're a HUMAN
you are to live life to your full potential
live it the way YOU want it to be
and remember
life aint gonna be always as you plan it to be
unless of course, you become the leader of your plan
grab that rope and climb up to that platform in which your dream lies
then scream to the world as they look up to you
let'em know, you aint a victim no more, you've grown and now is able to take care of anything and anyone :)
go mate
i pray
oh
if you dare kill yourself
i'd probally haunt you before you reach judgement
=_="
so dont you dare
or u'd meet nightmare
GBU mate
good luck in life
if u need more consultant go to a psychiatrist, bsides their first few letters go allong with psychotic
hohoho
or you can talk to me
:D
i dont mind
keep in mind... all internet ppl aint gonna be "safe"
i aint gonna sound like a parent
but you should know that
:D
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if u need it
go ahead
if not
pass it by
reply this answer with your email too :)
so i know what to add
not some stranger
good luck mate!