I really don't know how to explain how I feel. Ever since I was younger i had this thing for girls. i used to have dry sex with this one girl all the time and my first kiss was even with a girl in third grade. I convinced myself to the point of being straight in 6th grade but then in seventh grade i started realizing im bi. In eigth grade i came out the closet as bisexual. Now in 9th grade ive started to like girls more and more. Yesterday i hooked up with this guy and he ate me out. It felt really good, of course i like pleasure it doesn't matter which gender! but when he wanted me to do something back i got so turned off. I was scared to even touch his penis! it was so embarssing. I have to literally force myself to be comfortable when being sexual with a guy. and now im scared that im a lesbian. Do you think I am? Please tell me it's just a phase...