Ok so I liked a boy a lot in summer camp and I was really in love, we had a cute friendship like we would put our arms around each other and we would tease each other and I feel so hurt Everytime I play back those memories :'( we had our own handshake we laughed a lot it was cute, until I found out he only likes me as a friend!! Wtf! I was so confused! The way he was acting was contradicting what he was saying. :( and he texted me a lot when school started he was trying to cheer me up also by texting 'no frownies' I'm response to his frustrating texts. Idk! He has ADD but that never got me to stop loving him (that's how true my love for him is). I miss him terribly, knowing that he won't feel the same way. This is the conversation we had yesterday texting:

Me: hi

Him: hey

Me: how r u

Him: the classroom fish in home room died

Me: oh sorry for your loss ( joking around)

Him: you won't believe how he died

Me: how

Him: he drowned

Me: is that even possible?

Him: apparently

Me: I have bad news too

Him: what

Me: I have tutoring for three hours for high school entrance exams

Him: so?

Me: never mind

Him: ok

Me: do you want me to go?

Him: no I was just waiting

What was he waitining for? Im not sure because I had to go after that, please help me?

It's just so sad because I spent days crying :''''(((( I miss him so much.