I knew this guy like 12 years ago.We had that attraction but we never say anything because he couldn't say it.We were pretty young then.After so many painful years of broken relaionships,he just crossed my mind and googled him and found his old work telephone number.The lady told me his mobile and said oh he is married now.I called him and he said that he is not married but will be married.I don't know why he lie about the marriage.He een told me that he is alone i his home and has no wife.So contradictory.He was so shocked and we talked for about one hour.He told me that he used to love me.He become so successful and so handsome.All I think now is about him and how I wish that he calls me and be mine.But he just send one text once a week or so.So pathetic of me.I really want him.Hate me.Any advice?