I keep wanting to kiss a girl like alot. When I'm in bed I think about what it would be like to be in bed with a girl, just kissing and holding hands like lovingly? I was in the cinema yesterday and I kept thinking about how nice it would be if I was there with a girlfriend and we were holding hands etc. I can imagine having sex with a girl and liking it, but also like above I'd love the loving side of the relationship. I am attracted to guys but, the thought of sex kinda disgusts me? Idk if that is from the fact that something actuelly hoes inside you but idk really it's just a bit weird?
Does it sound like I'm gay or just curious? Im scared :( What do I do now? :( and I have watched lesbian porn, I liked it. And how do I meet people to experiment?
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Just Google your closest gay bar, or ask at other bars if know one. I am sure you just need try at least kissing another girl and decide after that. Other wise you'll always wonder.
You sound curious, I think some girls are sexy, in a non-straight way. Don't be scared D: Finding people is something I don't think any of us here can help you with. I mean you could go to Gay/Lesbian groups or clubs....(Idk what their called...)
But you could be gay if the thought of sex disgusts you.
Good luck. (?)
your not necessarily lesbian
a lot of women think about other women sexually, purely because they know, from experimenting on themselves, what these other women look like, feel like and like sexually.
im not sure if that made any sense, but basically, just because you think about other women doesnt mean your a lesbian
to be honest, the idea of sex sort of freaks me out too. but its probably because ive never done it, so dont know what to expect, and therefore assuming the worst.
my advice to you?
just chillax.
go to a raving party and make out with a guy, see how it feels;)
im sure its just your hormones going crazy, happens to all of us:)
it sounds to me though that your just curious.
no need to act on these feelings - just give yourself time and everything will become clear.
good luck:)