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go with your guts, take your own time. My wife is also same , she gets attracted to her beautician. It may be because of their soft and caring touch. You need to have proper balance and no harm in giving it a try(Hope you are not underage).

Well I hate to brake the bad news to you, your going to drive yourself crazy. Christian or not. We are born lesbian, all that Christian stuff can't stop you. You'll never be happy with a man. Lets face it. You can still be both if you want. A lot of lesbian Christians out and about.