Backround Info:

Im turning 18 in exactly a month (January 8th). My sister who is 22 is gay. her girlfriend is 26. and these past 2/3 months i been staying every friday night at my sis's gf's house. i been sorta seeing her brother. hes 21. 22 in April.

The Problem:

ever since i met Alex, we been having sex every friday night lol. in the begininning i thought it was only jus gunna be weekly hookups, ya kno? But now i feel like im totally falling in love with him. it's crazy i feel the same for him, as i did for myy ex. (i was with him for 2 years). alex and i are not going out, we sorta talked bout it..and he says right now hes hella twisted up on what he wants, but he hellla likes me right? like when i think bout it' i feel like im gettn played. but at times i believe him, bc we talk constantly everyday and see each other every friday. so right now all 4 of us (me,alex,my sis,&her gf) are gunna do something big for my birthday. and he's always asking me what do i wana do..he'll take me anywhere & blah blah. Sometimes he will say i can't wail till ur 18 so i can actually come down and get u (he lives 30 min away) because my parents will KILL me. they met him, and my mom told me not to get any ideas lol. and alsoo they don't like my sister's gf. lol.

What to Do?

I'm so confused. i wanna tell him, but im waaaay to scared. i don't want him to freak out and leave or something. Maybe he's waiting till im 18?

What i want:

For my Birthday, to officialy be his girlfriend. and be able to tell people about him. He's amazing =[

Please help! Thanks. and be HONEST =] lol