i broke up with my girl maybe two years back and and we ended on a very sour note but she called for a while telling me she just wanted to see how i was doing. after everything was said the done i felt like that bridge was crossed and burned. but i often think about her and the good times we had eventhough im with other women. i see her alot on road traveling the opposite of me. i feel like after the things we said and done to eachother are unforgivable i shouldnt want to talk to her but i still wonder if we could have done something different maybe we could have ended up happier. i hear from friends that she has gone out with guys that have cheated over and over again i smile on the outside but i feel sorry on the inside ......i dont know what the f#@$ is going on in my head sometimes i think im crazy lol

help me someone lol