Okaay, so I know for sure I'm bisexual, but lately I just haven't been attracted to guys. Like I've tried talking to guys, but i can never end up liking them. I've even dated a guy but I just didn't have feelings for him. I try to force myself to like guys, but it doesnt work. I talk to girls all the time, and wow i like girls a lot. Girls give me butterflies like all the time for no reason. I don't even get butterflies from guys when they call me beautiful. Here's another reason I think I'm lesbian, I would go down on a girl but i would never even come close to touching a penis. I think they're gross and weird looking, lol. I'm only fourteen and I'm not even interested in sex or anything but I'm just saying, I'd never go down on a guy. Here's something else that I've been dying to say: I wanna start dressing like a guy. Like I don't wanna be a dyke, I just wanna dress in guy clothes. I like the way the look. I think they're so cute. I know I probably won't be able to start dressing like that soon because no one is gonna buy me guy clothes or even let me try to dress like that. I think my mom would be okay with it because my cousin is lesbian and she's totally fine. She's even told me "It's okay, but it's not something we're aiming for."... Oh one last thing, I feel really bad about being this way. like I've just realized I like girls in June. all of the people I talk to have known since they were young. I defiantly did not decide to be this way, I'm just saying.

I'm sorry that the paragraph was really unorganized and long. I was just trying to get everything I've been dying to tell everyone out. thanks for your time and help in advance.