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There is a difference between rational thought, irrational thought - anxiety and going crazy - paradoxical thought.

Anxious intrusive thoughts of self depreciation is wanting to know

"should of, could of, would of, but you didnt"

Schizoid/schizophrenic double sided thinking or self interigation demanding expectiations of the impossible to reject. If you were for example--

"Questioning life and focusing fault on all the descions you made

out of anger blaming yourself for not knowing any outcome first

because you should....know....what you/no one knows until it happens.....

or....not plan to have any outcome if you dont know what it will be"

---Possibly you are going crazy.

If this or any sort of self interigation thinking happens often...or happens...

Never ask others or listen to there point of view only relying on your own..

Shut off from outside and prefer to shut out everyone

Easier keeping to yourself with out 'unknowns' and hold everything in

Slowly dropping out of living life because you feel its safer like that

Or your just moody, had a bad day, more than annoyed your very pissed off

No on over the net can tell you if you are, that would be crazy

Well what were you saying to yourself? And no I don't think you are going crazy, if u were going crazy you wouldn't recognize you were going crazy. Don't worry, everyone has to have something to release stress or anger, and that must be yours. It's very common.